Well I was waiting until Slipstream BBS came back up to post this as I felt that was the place it should be posted. I can obviously forget that idea with the closing of Slipstream.

I've actually been thinking about stuff since way back in November/December when things were coming to a head and a light bulb finally clicked in my head that... Hey idiot. guess what. you suck at being a moderator... a lot to do with it was because I took it way too personally and couldn't deal with the emails of people hating each other and what are you going to do about it. I soaked it all in and spewed it all back out in the OQ feeling that it was a place I could vent, try and keep my sanity and have it all in one place so it didn't show up outside of there if I did have to actually take moderator action and to hopefully make sure the action was in line. I ending up quitting for a lot of reasons but mainly I knew I wasn't good at it, it was to a point where I hated it with a passion, certain dealings with heads of the board were so frustrating to try and even do good things when I could were going nowhere, and then my dad was diagnosed as terminally ill which really slapped me in the face that I needed a wake up call about life stuff and who we are as a person...so I hung it up and it was the best decision I could make for Slipstream and me was to get the heck out of there as a moderator.

I cannot take back what has spewed out, can't ask for forgiveness and can't ask for anyone to ever forget. All I can say is yeah, I definitely was a cast iron bitch with cockroach clusters, still am I'm sure in certain areas being that decidedly flawed human being that I am. I am more aware than ever of my shortcomings, I'm sorry you had to be made aware of my shortcomings in such a public manner and that it caused such extreme hurt. My sincere apologies for my actions and extremely inappropriate and immature behavior.

MovieImp


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