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Written By: name - Kevin Copenhaver
email - dirtyhippy@barefooted.com
Yahoo - ring_around_the_rosie1212
AIM - DrakuleVallenhrt

I Wont Let You Rape Me

I thought I had found you my one and only,
Until you decided I deserve to be lonely,
I thought that you loved me, but was it all fake?
How much more bullshit can one person take?

You told me you loved me, you gave me your heart
Now I must wonder, were you just playin the part?
You said that forever your heart would be mine,
Forever must not be a very long time.

I feel so neglected,
like I've been left to die
but if you listen closely,
you still wont hear me cry
I'm not going to let you
beat me down again,
no I wont let you rape me,
I wont let you win.

Thought you could control me
ignored my silent cries
I wanted you to hold me
you never did realize
How much you really hurt me
But I wont let you win
I wont let you rape me
I wont feel that pain again

I wont let you rape me
I wont let you win
thought you were my baby
Now I'm alone again
I wont let you rape me
I will not become
Just another victim
You'll miss me when I'm gone

Now I lay bleeding my veins growing cold
Reflecting back on the lies that you told
Suddenly I realize what I need to do
My life isnt meant to be spent over you.

My heart wont be broken, I will stand up tall
Because in the end, you mean nothing at all,
And though I may love you, you will never be
Blessed by the comfort you once felt from me.

I feel so neglected,
like I've been left to die
but if you listen closely,
you still wont hear me cry
I'm not going to let you
beat me down again,
no I wont let you rape me,
I wont let you win.

You thought you could control me
ignored my silent cries
I wanted you to hold me
you never did realize
How much you really hurt me
But I wont let you win
I wont let you rape me
I wont feel that pain again

I wont let you rape me
I wont let you win
thought you were my baby
Now I'm alone again
I wont let you rape me
I will not become
Just another victim
You'll miss me when I'm gone

Now that its all ended
I finally feel free
The love that you pretended
Will never get to me
if there's one thing you have taught me
its that I will always win
So I wont let you rape me
I wont feel that pain again.