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Half Memories and a Feeling
Title: Half Memories and a Feeling
Author: Claripup
Rating: R
Pairing Beka/Trance
Disclaimer: Characters not mine, still hoping ;)
Story © 2004-12-04 Clare Rubie All Rights Reserved
Notes: A Little slashy goodness, written for Mary Rose... and one day I'll write this from Trance's perspective.
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Trance was staring into a candle flame, lost in her thoughts, when she heard Beka moving around the ship. She turned, "Couldn't sleep?"
Beka shook her head, "Too many thoughts, things that I only half remember, things that I don't remember happening"
"Sometimes it helps if you talk about what’s bothering you." Trance said leaning forward to blow out the candle.
"It's like a half dream, I remember you telling me things, things that were important. But I'm sure we've never had that conversation. Have we?" Beka looked pleadingly at Trance. "I feel like I'm losing my mind"
"Tell me what you remember" Trance said softly as she stood and moved closer to Beka.
"I... I'm not sure, you were talking about me... us, in the future I think, how you kept me alive, and that I was your puppet. That you didn't do it for me, you did it for yourself. And we fought! I remember trying to kill you, hating you. But Trance I could never hate you so why do I remember it?" Tears of pain and confusion welled in her eyes.
"One day you will hate me, more than you could imagine" Trance whispered
"Never" Beka declared shaking her head
A sad knowing look crossed Trance's face, "Tell me what else you remember?"
"I remember... Trance why do you keep me alive? You said it was nothing to do with me, it was for your own needs?"
"Exactly that" Trance admitted sadly, "I kept you alive because... I needed you"
"You needed me? How exactly?"
Trance studied the floor "I just did"
Beka moved closer, forcing the golden woman to meet her eyes, "Is this anything to do with how I know your hair is so soft?" She brought a hand up to stroke it, "or how I 'remember' you taste of warm honey?" She leant forward slightly and placed her lips gently against Trance's, allowing her tongue to briefly caress the golden skin. "Mmm Exactly as I remembered" she murmured, allowing her lips to travel down Trance's neck to her collarbone "So tell me Trance, is this what you need?"
Trance groaned and captured Beka's lips in a fiery kiss, holding the blonde woman tight against her.
Beka slid her hands over Trance's skin tight outfit, seeking a way to get at flesh, eventually she tugged at it until Trance got the hint and with two of three swift moves the offending garment was laying on the floor. They moved towards the Beka's bunk slowly, never breaking contact, shedding clothes as they went. Beka pushed Trance gently onto the bed and for a moment she paused to take in the vision before her.
"Beka" Trance growled, reaching for her. Beka smiled and joined her on the bed
Beka nibbled her way across Trance's body, allowing her lips to explore the smooth flesh before drawing a golden nipple into her mouth and flicking her tongue over it. Trance bucked her hips, needing contact. Beka lifted her leg, slipping it between the golden woman’s and was rewarded by a groan as damp curls made contact and Trance thrust hard against her thigh, desperately grinding against her as Beka continued her assault on Trance's nipples.
With a hoarse cry Trance tensed against her, every muscle going ridged before she collapsed limply against Beka, trembling slightly. Beka brushed the hair back from her face, "Are you alright?"
"Oh yes!" Trance murmured, "So good".
They lay together, legs entwined for sometime; finally when Beka was sure Trance was asleep she disentangled herself before slipping her hand down between her own legs to ease the ache there. She closed her eyes, calling to mind a vision of the golden princess next to her aroused and naked, and began to rub her clit.
Her breathing gradually deepened and she could feel herself getting close to orgasming when a hand wrapped itself around her wrist, She opened her eyes in shock and embarrassment "I thought you were asleep" she snapped
"I was" Trance purred, "But I'm so glad I didn't miss this... here let me" and with that she slithered down the bed and positioned herself between Beka's thighs, She began tracing the slick folds with a finger before slipping it inside her, Beka clenched her muscles around the finger, needing to be filled, as Trance moved it slowly in and out. She was about ready to cry with frustration when she felt Trance's mouth over her clit. She cried out as Trance began to suck strongly and felt her body arch upwards, straining for release.
Finally when she was on the brink Trance pulled back, Beka whimpered and struggled to look at Trance, "Please?" She begged, tears running down her cheeks.
"Patience love" Trance murmured as she slowly leant forward and blew a warm stream of glittering gold breath over Beka's clit, coating it in gold sparkles, each one seeming to flair brightly when it made contact. Beka's world exploded with wave after wave of ecstasy.
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When she came back to herself, she was curled up against Trance, the golden woman stroking her hair and watching her.
"Trance..." Beka began.
"Hush now” Trance said as she snagged a blanket from the bottom of the bed and pulled it over them, wrapping her arms around the blonde woman, "go to sleep, I'll be here in the morning".
Beka snuggled into the embrace and feeling safe for the moment, gave herself up to sleep.
The end.
