I WAS WONDERING

The years
they pass....
...so many,
so quickly...

And
I wonder where You are...
what you are doing...

If
you ever
think of me...
Are you happy...
Are you hurting...
Are you happy to be free...

My love is great for you, my child.
For it was me that gave you life.

I do miss
you more than greatly,
My world
Once
wrapped around your needs.

Now the years
just pass, so quickly...
As i sit here all alone.

And
I wonder
are you truely happy...
with your life, your love, your home...

I wouldn't know
for you don't tell me...
I am
the "forgotten one".

That's a hurt
far worse than childbirth,
for this hurt will never heal.
For one is physical...
One of the heart...
Both are very real.

And
I am wondering
Are you happy...
Are you hurting...
Are you happy to be free...

And i am wondering...
As i sit alone and lonely...
With much silver in my hair,

If you
Could give me
One thought, only..
Would it show me that you care.

And
I Wonder...
Do you ever think of me?

{written} New Years Day, 2001
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