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Title: Waking to a Dream
Author: Claripup
Rating: Err Dunno (lets go for R!)
Pairing: Beka/?
Category: You Decide!
E-mail: Clare@elysia.freeserve.co.uk
Summary: hurt/comfort, Someone tries to make Beka feel better
Disclaimer: Their nice to touch, pretty to look at, but not mine!
Warnings: Not very good - sorry!
Archiving: If you want it just ask!!
Thanks: To Natta
Notes: Takes place shortly after “It Makes a Lovely Light”. Written from Beka's POV
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I feel myself waking, wracked with cramps and cravings, my whole body resonating with need, as if my body is trying to escape my skin, while my mind tries to forget who and what I am, What I’ve done.
 
I fight against waking; while I’m asleep I’m unaware of the cravings until they drag me to consciousness once more. I moan softly. I feel a hand begin stroking my back, up and down. I must be dreaming, but such a nice dream! The hand slips around so my stomach and draws me tight against it owners body, then continues its wandering, up and down, between my breasts, working up to my face, brushing against my lips softly, over my eyes to smooth my hair back from my sweating brow. I tighten my eyes never wanting to wake, slowly the hand travels down my body not neglecting an inch of exposed skin, as it works lower I find my hips thrusting forward to meet it, my cravings for something totally different now. I hear a soft chuckle and feel a cooling breath on the back of my neck, swiftly followed by hot lips and tongue working their way over my sweat drenched neck and shoulder while the hand continues to work it’s way in between my legs where it starts to stoke and tweak, knowing exactly what I need, while I thrust against it, needing release. It comes so fast rushing through me. For the moment leaving me pleasantly numb, a delightful surcease from pain and need.
 
I feel myself rising up from sleep, I fight waking, I want to stay here, warm and safe and loved, where I’m held against night tremors, where I have the strength to resist my cravings. I can feel it slipping away, I can’t hold on to it. My beautiful dream fades with waking and the pain returns. I cry out, a wordless cry of need and frustration and loneliness, and feel a warm breath by my ear as a voice says, “Shh… I’m here”, and an arm encircles me and holds me tight.
 
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